I’m having the hardest time trying to figure out how to deal with human beings. People.
I want to be Godly, and live in the light of Jesus Christ but each day I’m seeing how difficult that is. I know its alllll about perspective and your thinking. But,
Humans are fucking ridiculous and it’s like the older they get, the more intolerable they become.
I can handle children…some of the elderly, and definitely those with disabilities…sorry not all disabilities are excusable either sooooo.
Maybe living in NYC makes it even harder.
Maybe I’m an impatient stuck up bitch.
Maybe I’m absolutely fucking right.
Who knows….But what I do know…
It takes conscious effort and work to interact with human beings, without pulling a shank out and ending up on season 33 of Lockup.
Some days, I am willing to make that conscious effort…Some days, I have a shank hidden in my sleeve…ready for the next human that does something that makes me go