Day 64.

Two Kids. First time meeting. One is White. One is Black. It doesn’t even matter. They just want to play. When does it change? When do we start focusing on our differences? Or what makes others different from us? Why do we have to focus on differences? Why can’t we focus on what we have…

Day 62 and Day 63.

You call me up, tell me to get dress, you’re outside waiting…. Pull up to Gate 52, “Where are we going?” “All of the places you’ve dreamt!”

Day 59.

You never know if you’re making the right decision, until you make the decision… You have to just weigh the pros and cons…. Don’t let comfort and fear, keep you stuck.

Day 59.

I hope you get out of bed today. I hope you have enough energy to get into the shower. Let the water get hot..Let the steam take over… Make yourself a Cup of Coffee, or a little Lemon Zinger Tea, to start off your day. Pick out a nice outfit. Make an effort. Try. “You…

Day 58.

Goals for the day: 1. Be nice, even when everything in me wants to be a raging cunt. 2. Ignore Ignore Ignore. 3. Write.

Day 54. Day 55. Day 56.

Spent the weekend smoking way more than I should of. Did more planning than executing. Spent more time regretting the past, feeling anxious about the future, and less time being here, now, Present.

Day 52.

You can’t have Light without Darkness… The tress must die in the Fall to bloom in the Spring…. You must shed old negative behaviors, beliefs, sometimes people, in order to let the new in.

Day 51.

I get it, kids are a lot, especially in fucking public….I get it. But damn it! You chose to have them, so sorry, you need to control…guide…handle them. Do not let your Demon child Ethan, ruin the lives of every commuter on the fucking train. No one signed up for that shit !

Day 50.

Well, she told him ” Get the fuck out my face!” He had nothing to lose! I, had the pepper spray ready in my hand, ready for anything!

Day 47,DAY 48, DAY 49.

It’s not easy. It’s not easy trying to picture a world filled with Butterflies and Rainbows, when your reality seems filled with Bats and Cloudy Skies. It’s not easy, but you have to!

Day 46.

“The future not ours to see” Sometimes the best thing to do is to Trust the Process, And know that Everything will happen how it is to meant happen.