Disney’s Peaceful Piano…

Is the best thing that could have happened to me this Friday! I am beyond thankful and happy for it! I’m legit getting ready to cry as I’m listening to “Can you feel the love” …. I’m not sure if it’s because it reminds me of my childhood, or because it’s soothing…Because I hate being…

Can’t be strong all the time!

Sometimes I think it would be easier to just throw in the towel, and just be done with shit. I’m so tired of walking around with a mask on, or poking my chest out, or holding my head up high…when almost everything inside me feels broken and just ready to give in. Its really hard…

It’s Okay to cry..

The older I get the more I realize just how much of a sensitive person I am. I use to think I was so “hard“. Never allowing myself the time or opportunity to ever get a good cry out. To this day I think of crying as of sign of weakness sometimes, even though I…

It’s my Birthday, Today. Monday. Aug 06th!

It’s my birthday! Yay! No seriously..Yay! Another year older. Another year filled with Blessings. Another year filled with Love and Stronger Relationships. Toasting to New Relationships! Toasting to New-Exciting Opportunities! Toasting to getting closer and closer to my Bigger Picture! Toasting to Perfect Balanced Health Toasting to the Growth that’s taking and about to take…

Exit Left

Sometimes I can see myself completely removing myself from society. Not for a very long time. Just long enough to actually miss it. Society is draining and I’m just not sure how cut-out I am for it sometimes. I cringe at the thought of the smallest human interactions. I would miss my train stop to…

It’s How You Look at Things.

Change your Perspective….Change your Life. Simple. If you change how you view the world, your world will change. Yet as simple as it may seem, is not as easy as it is. Maybe I should change my perspective on that. But basically, if you go around thinking that the world is some terrible place, filled…

I wonder about you, Black Child.

I can’t look into your eyes, and not wonder…. Are you loved? Are you safe? How was School? Do you play sports? What’s your favorite television show? Does someone help you with your homework when you get home? What adults surround you? Influence you? Are they there for your benefit or do they stunt your…

Hello! Where’s my Order?

You call the waiter over and place an order at a restaurant…. You’ve been looking at the menu for over 15 minutes…You know exactly what you want to order…What you want to get. The waiter comes over, ready to listen, ready to take down your order. You say “I’ll have the________” Order is placed. Now…

Soul-Searching……..

I crave something…..I just don’t know what that something is. I can feel my Soul crying out for it, screaming for it. But I don’t know what it is. So my Flesh tries to find what my Soul is missing. Looking in all the wrong places, it’s become clear that the Flesh is selfish, and…

Think no more.

I want to run away from my thoughts, because sometimes they’re more than I can handle, or want to handle. I feel physically tired from the constant thinking. My mental exhaustion has now taken over my entire body. I am physically exhausted. So exhausted I’m not even sure how I make it through the day….

Faking the Funk

I think I’ve been sad now for the last 6-7 years, but I’ve been able to successfully hide it for 4-5 years, not so successful the last 1-2 years. I’m just tired. I’m tired of faking happy. Faking the Funk. While these last few years have been filled with growth. They’ve also been filled with…